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Sunday, July 31, 2005
okay ... wad realli is sadness?? ... tryin to be happie .. but deep down it hurts ...
how much i tried ... i hope i pass my test 2ml ... realli need a morale booster ...
9:48 PM
back frm whitley ... and prata ... walking home along tt desolated street ... many tings came running through... look mi quite long to reach home ... lookin up in the stars filled sky .... realising anyting can happen at any time ...
The muscial was ggGreat ... and how i wished i was still dere .. realli proud to be a WHITLEYAN ... all the memories .... still linger thorough ... the clasS .. bball court ... and especially the 5 stone steps tat andrew boon ernest mh cp shaun.t ts jon jj ... all the laughter and sorrow .....
the memories will all be dere 4everZ Memories imprintedTM
8:20 PM
back frm whitley ... and prata ... walking home along tt desolated street ... many tings came running through... look mi quite long to reach home ... lookin up in the stars filled sky .... realising anyting can happen at any time ...
The muscial was ggGreat ... and how i wished i was still dere .. realli proud to be a WHITLEYAN ... all the memories .... still linger thorough ... the clasS .. bball court ... and especially the 5 stone steps tat andrew boon ernest mh cp shaun.t ts jon jj ... all the laughter and sorrow .....
the memories will all be dere 4everZ Memories imprintedTM
2:20 AM
Saturday, July 30, 2005
bag down ... mp3, slippers, clothes are next ...
2:02 AM
Friday, July 29, 2005
hey dere ... now in sch library .. hhaa .. successful ponned the boring course ... yawns ... after 30 mins hidin in the toilet .. finally paid off ... chaos ...
10:29 AM
Thursday, July 28, 2005
haha .. finally man ... i gt my mc ... although a little sick now .. but mc means i can skip the course 2ml ... finally can get down to serious studyin .. gonna find mr chua and miss chua fer help 2ml .. its gradually comin .. shivrers down my spine ..
jack plcae was not gd ... food wasnt tt gd .. hha a.. stupid course .. although i admit i learnt some useful tips ..
went ny wif adrian ... finally saw u after so long ... happie tt u're fine ...
and how bishan mrt has changed ... everytings changing ... s'pore is such a great country ... although my views many differ in future ..
9:00 PM
Wednesday, July 27, 2005
cuckoo man .. becomin a delinquent in yj ... wth .. bcuz of some taechers whu are pissin mi off ... 1 eg emily teo ...
bitch : y did u come so late mi : erm i didnt .. course starts at 8.30 .. bitch : sch starts at 7.40 ... and tuck in yr shirt ... we are so kind to ... blah blah blah ..
gave her the fucked look and hecked her ... fuckin bitch ...
GP essay ... some tacehers nowdays seem to become more fuked ...
as usual .. corse sarks .. even mr chua and miss foo agree .. wth ... yj is wasting my time ... no wonder gt no reputation ... hiaz ... i feel sry ... sry fer myself .. and those in yj ..
10:55 PM
Tuesday, July 26, 2005
yawns ... so bored ... was stoning in sch 2day ... realli hate my sch ... fuk man ... even though nv go camp but made us waste time in sch .. could hvae studied tons ... sighh ... i could hvae died of boredom ... 8 - 4 ... sitting down ... wth ...
saw you jwo played piano 2day .. he realli gd man ... want to laern but no time .. after promos bah ...
9:08 PM
Monday, July 25, 2005
oh man ,, rather go obs .. hhaa .. sark man ... the course ... its boring ... guess i'm gg skip and study on wed and fri .. hhaaa ..
11:15 PM
Sunday, July 24, 2005
ohh man i'm feelin sad ... my clasz gg obs le .. left mi and few others ... sigh .. yan and elson all go le .. wth .. wad will sch be like without dem ... boring i guess .. 1 week .. sigh ... better study hard ...
finally bought my bag ... now fer my mp3 .... hiaX ... so muCh pressure on mi ... just realsied my phy tutuion is 400 ... i'm gonna break down soon ...
just realised tt its 11.30 now.. and my clock shows 10.30 .. wth .. hhaa .. kae .. gd nItes
11:28 PM
Saturday, July 23, 2005
i realli cannot stand tis pressure and stress anymore .. the more i'm feelin to kill mysself more than ever .. they just dun understand ... u tink its easy ? ... dere isnt just about sch ... onli if it was tt easy ... many tings on my mind ... many problems .... crying to slp every nite ... nothin i can do ... stress. .. its killin mi ... i'm just soo tired ... feelin weak ... i'm now feelin unstable ...
too all my frens .. thx 4 all the laughter .. sorrow ... craziness .. dumbness wif u all ... u all noe whu u are ... thank u so much .. if not i would not hvae been here bloggin le ... be happie kae ... wadever tt happens ..
10:57 PM
Wednesday, July 20, 2005
whu am i ??.. i dun even noe .. lookin at myself in the mirror .. i cant seem to tell .. just like a body without a soul .. tryin to decieve everybody .. guess not many will understand ... so dun worry .... i'm okay i guess ...
11:07 PM
Tuesday, July 19, 2005
argHH .... y must dumbledore die ?? .. i hope snape just brought his soul somewhere else .. hope he'll come back next book ..
i'm so frustrated ... my pw sarks man .. my grp sark .. i hate it. .. bring mi away frm tis hell .. fuck fuck ... realli fuck tis world man ... hate everybody now ... i'm just so stress ... sry if my mood these days are weird .. or if i'm acting strange .. hope u will not blame mi ...
We are all the same Human in all our ways and all of pain (So let it be) There's a love that could fall down like rain (Let us see) Let forgiveness wash away the pain (What we need) And no one really knows what they are searching for (We believe) This world is crying for so much more we believe
10:30 PM
Sunday, July 17, 2005
went steamboat wif dem yesterday .. chit pang andrew cb tat and mui ting ... haha .. finally met up 2gther and have dinner .. rushin all the way man ... happie to see dem all again ...
2day, however was the opposit ... it was terrible .. afetr slping 4 few hrs .. they must wake mi up and go out ... wtf man ... bought potter bk was the onli incentive ... and my MP3 is finally alIVE !! .. after 45345435 years in dead condition .. hhaa .. YUpz .. nite ppl ..
gd luck fer listening 2ml
11:40 PM
Saturday, July 16, 2005
to sum up my horrible week ... it just sarks completely ...
the onli joy ... meetin up wif frens ... gg sch and hvae fun wif elson sufyan and rest ...
damm shag now ... tt song make mi sad ... onli one ... everyting time the song plays ... i'l start tinkin of the 3 mths ... sigh ... gonna have a phobia of tt song soon ..
i'm tired .. collasping .. still deres promos pw and a stupId fucked up chi project seriously .. i hate chiese ..
12:17 AM
Thursday, July 14, 2005
fuck ... how i wish i gt 1 wish ... fuckin yj was a " SHOW CASE " 2day dunno wanna sae more .. the management gettin mi more and more pissed .. fuck sch ... ppl .. dun go dere ... go poly better .. unless they change the top management ...
went study ... came home and slacked .. i realli need a break .. probably all i did
i'm exhausted ... any more of tis and i'll break down ..
cyAs ... signing off ..
10:44 PM
Tuesday, July 12, 2005
hhaa... been bz lately .. feelin horrible ... but after awhile it disapperars ... common test is already in the past ... nOW for promos .. another 12 weeks .. gonna study real hard .... hhaa ..
fun gg mac or beans to mug .. just played crash wif mh ... can we can finally sae we are sen in tt map ... cool man ... i can pei and draw out the whole map it ... funi ting is tt after so many hrs of tt map .. not even sian ... studied abit though .. chemical bonding .. dative bonds .. single bonds .. lingering in my mind .. hopes stay dere 4ever ...
so keep it up ppl ... rock on kae ... hope every1 is alrite and happIe ...
11:01 PM
Saturday, July 09, 2005
and i swear to study hard .. and nv to acheive such a feat again ... gonna aim frm being bottom of claz to top 3 .. i'll definately achieve it ... history ?. .. its over .. nv to looK back ... nv wan to go through such disappointment again ..
to my frens whu didnt do so well .... whu are also disappointed ... pls dun be sad ... or just sad 4 few days .. den everyting will start afresh ... even the best fall down sometimes ... even the wrong words seem to rhyme ... so lets start all over .. and i noe if we work hard ... we'll achieve it ....
12:12 PM
Thursday, July 07, 2005hapie birthday rae !!!
11:55 PM
got ao ao and f ... haha .. fucked results ... so dissapointed ... tink i'm last in class ... guess i'll hvae to mug le ... didnt realli study der those except chem .. but still ... well .. now for the future ... I WILL NOT GET RETAIN !!!
6:34 PM
Tuesday, July 05, 2005
first day of sch ... and everyting was flung at mi i'm still tired .. but have to start to mug ... oh well .. my life is gg down the drain ... wad else can go wrong now ? ... bright side is tt tings will onli get better ...
10:09 PM
Monday, July 04, 2005
i'm so scared ... tis strange overwhelming feeling ... a sign of depresion ? .. hiaz ... doin eom now ... cannot find any ting so decided to blog ...
went prata 2day ... den go town to shp fer tings ... went sgh to make my braces ... wanted play bball ltr .. but after my haircut it was too late .. so went play pool ... cool man .. hhaa ... life is so boring ..
gg back to stupid sch again ... 1 word i swear to u ... siAN ! ....
10:08 PM
days of rest .. slackin .. playing .. watchin pOol .. f1 ... tauning overnitght ... bball ... but i'm still tired ... horrid .. horrible ... terrble life ...
back to sch 2ml ... f4 coming le ... hiaz ... cant it be like yester years ... 5 words i swear to u ... i'll be dere for u
11:05 AM
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